December 2009
23 posts
The guy who is starting to
get a grasp on my heart is at the Dunes, and I miss him. I just saw him for the first time last night in about a year. We haven’t talked since I last saw him. I saw my best friend, her boyfriend, and pretty much everyone I used to chill with in Cave Creek for the first time in a year last night. It was like I never left. I loved the feeling, and I can’t wait for the party tomorrow...
Dec 31st
Guess who has a job interview?
Me!! :) I have a job interview on Tuesday for this company called “Guard A Kid”. They want someone to book events for their company, and they’re “very interested in interviewing me”. Ah, hopefully this turns out good! All though, I don’t have a very business professional type of wardrobe :/ Hmmm, good thing I’m getting gift cards for Christmas, I think ha....
Dec 24th
So, my new
back bumper and left tail light got here today. My Dad and I sanded it, primed it, and began to paint it. We’re not done yet, but it’s really cold outside, so we’re going to let it dry and finish it up tomorrow. Hopefully it turns out good and isn’t lighter or darker than the rest of my car! Gotta love that Graphite Metallic paint :) Life’s good. 2 days until my...
Dec 23rd
Is it bad that I'm
a little hesitant about moving to Tempe to live with two of my good friends? I’m not sure if it’s just my nerves, or maybe this is a bad idea. Hmmm, well I already have everything packed up, and ready to go, so I guess I might as well give it a shot? If it doesn’t work out, then I’ll get my own place. It’s only until July, then I’ll room with someone else, or...
Dec 22nd
Why do boys find it necessary to lie? It’s what they do. If you were on life support, would the last male you kissed come visit you? No, since we don’t know each other. Has anything upset you in the past week? Not being able to find a car, but then my Dad surprised me :) Is there someone that’s always there for you, no matter what? Yes. Lindsey and Miranda :) Who knows you the...
Dec 21st
Passing the time.
Why are guys more easy to be friends with? They’re usually more chill and laid back. They’re chill with just kickin it and hanging out, but girls always have to be doing something. Would you have sex on the first date? No, that’s trashy. Who do you go to for advice the most? My mom, Miranda, Lindsey, and Annie. Have you ever been kissed in the pouring rain? Nope. If your favorite...
Dec 20th
Okay, so I'm
super scared and nervous to move out. My ENTIRE family has been lecturing me repeatedly about how I’m going to be on my own, how I need to get a job, etc. and it’s scaring the shit out of me. I’m terrified of failure, and I’m scared I’m going to let my best friend down. It’s not like I plan on letting her down. I just got a car, so I’ll have transportation...
Dec 20th
Just cleaned my car
for the first time :) ah, my baby is gorgeous. My new back bumper and tail light will be here Wednesday, yay! If you’re wondering why I’m happy about that, the previous owner backed into something, so there’s a big hole in my back bumper, and the tail light is smashed. Anyways, I’m going to go watch Keeping Up With the Kardashians. Bye :)
Dec 19th
I FINALLY
got a car! :) It’s a charcoal 2004 Dodge Stratus. It’s so BADASS :) Ha, I love it. My Grandma is mucho jealous, because she has a 2003 Dodge Stratus, ha. The only bummer is that it doesn’t have keyless entry, but that’s okay. It has power everything, a CD player, nice black interior, so I think I’ll be okay :) I’m going to wait until my birthday to ask for a...
Dec 18th
Today was super shitty, but
then I got a call tonight from a friend. A best friend, actually. We talked for over an hour. Just catching up, seeing what’s new, talking about people we used to chill with and what they’re doing now, etc. Once we hung up, I couldn’t believe how much I missed her! It was so good to hear her voice. I didn’t want to hang up, but she was tired and had to wake up early for...
Dec 17th
These past two days
have been possibly the most stressful days I’ve had in a long time. Every car we look at seems great and all, but then we find out that there’s a few things under the hood that need to be repaired, and the cost of repairs ends up being greater than the cost of the car. We went to a Used Car Dealership to see if they had anything in our budget, and the only good condition car that is...
Dec 17th
Holy shit, today
was so hectic beyond belief and so stressful. I’m moving out in nine days. Yes, nine. I went to look at a 98’ Kia Sportage today, and it turned out to be great, but then my dad noticed a really bad oil leak, which is a leak from rear main valve or whatever, and it’ll cost over $600 to fix, and there’s only about 14,000 miles left on the timing belt before it needs to be...
Dec 16th
I believe I have found
my dream car! It’s a 2003 Ford Focus. It’s dark blue and has custom rims. It is just so beautiful, and I’ve wanted a small 4-door economical car for a really long time. The owner is out of town until Tuesday, so on Tuesday I’m going to call him and try to arrange a time on Wednesday to meet and look at it. If it’s what I want, and my Dad approves of it under-the-hood,...
Dec 13th
Okay, these
twi-bashes are getting really annoying. If you don’t like Twilight, or think it’s stupid, then keep it to yourself. You’re ruining it for others. Try being respectful and acting your age. Anyways, life sucks today. Dad came back after being gone all night and crashing his car that he’s had less than a week, and now he’s being all moody and wont help me look for a car...
Dec 12th
Either you're in
my life or you’re not. Simple as that. Quit playing tug-o-war with my heart, it’s killing me and eating away at me. I can’t stand it any longer, it’s ruining my sanity. You got out of jail and told me you were ready to start over a new leaf, to change, to be a dad, to be there for me. So far, all you’ve done is have the occassional meltdown and want to leave. So...
Dec 12th
Holy cow, I
have so much to do before I move out. I need to get a move on and actually begin to pack my things up. I need to find a car. I need to do job call backs the last week I’m here. I need to go shopping for things I need and groceries for when I move. I need to clear my bank account, since I owe Bank of America $150. I need to finish making my Christmas presents for everyone. I need to order all...
Dec 11th
!!!
Okay, so my bestest friend ever, Miranda Jade, went to Rio Salado pretending to be me, and everything is in order, ready to go, and I am officially moving to Tempe in sixteen days! This is so exciting! Me and my Dad are still looking for a car for me before I move, so it’s down to the wire! This is so scary, and happening all so fast, and I’m trying to soak it all in, but the days are...
Dec 10th
I am so
effing tired beyond comprehension. Today has been quite pointless. I thought it was going to be a good productive day, and it wasn’t. What a shocker. So, I called the owner from Simply School Uniforms, and he was “in the middle of something and had to call me back in a few.” Okay, that was at 12:15. 1:30 rolls around, and I call him back, and “he loves my persistence, and...
Dec 8th
Ahhhh :)
I wish it would keep on snowing, forever. Although, I really don’t want to be snowed in and not able to go anywhere, like today! I need to go fax my parents’ tax returns and some financial aid forms to Rio Salado, and now I can’t because we’re snowed in! Super! I guess there’s been like four accidents already because of how much ice is on the road, so now I’m...
Dec 8th
Dec 8th
I just haven't been in
the tumbling mood lately :/ Don’t know why. I’ve been busy around the house, sort of. I’ve come out of my cave (my bedroom) and I’ve been socializing with my family. Yes, this is out of the ordinary for me since I am the black sheep of my family. I’m the nice one. Yes, believe it or not, I am nice compared to what they are. Anyways! I’ve been doing a lot of...
Dec 6th
We just put up
our Christmas tree! :) It’s really plain and bland, but I like it. This will be my second Christmas up in Prescott, and boy oh boy my Christmas is going to be a busy one! Christmas morning I’m spending with my family up here in Prescott, then I’m driving down in the afternoon to spend the rest of Christmas day with my mom :) Then the next day I’m moving into Miranda’s...
Dec 3rd
Christmas List
1)XBOX 360 ELITE 2)NEW PHONE 3)GIFT CARDS 4)CAR 5)CHANGE HAIR BACK TO BLONDE 6)NEW TATTOO I cannot wait for Christmas, my Daddy is going to spoil me rotten. So there’s 24 days until Christmas, and there’s 25 days until I move out. Whoo whoo! Can’t wait, I am mucho excited! :D I need to call Rio Salado still and make sure that my financial aid is all in order. So I’m...
Dec 1st